Honestly , all you do is get on my nerves . You keep embarrassing me in front of my friends and bug me about every little thing . Just because you have bad memory , i have to tell you thing more than 5 times and when i say ‘i already told you’ you get fucking mad at me . Seriously , you re never there for me and you never understand me . You re self centered and immature . Sometimes , i just wanna disappear . You never consider what my feelings are , all you do is go along with YOUR feelings and do whatever the fuck you want . Im sick you and your nonsense . I dont wanna listen to your bullshit anymore . Seriously . I just wanna say , fuck it . & leave .
Thats all you have to say about me after all that we’ve been through. And you called that love. You ruined my life, my friendships in elementary.. & now you wanna do that in high school too ? Look, I give up. You win . ok? Is that enough for you or do you want me to kneel down and apologize to you ? Im tired.. Im really exhausted.. Can you just leave me a little light of life..? That friendship of mine i’ve just created.. it means everything to me. Please dont ruin it anymore than the harm you’ve caused already. Please, just leave me alone and stay out of my life. Its the least you could do to me after all the scars you’ve already left on me. Let my fresh start have absolutely nothing to do with you. Just, please.
Dont fucking bitch at me and come back after ten minutes pretending everythings fine. Dont fucking talk to me or even come near me. I dont wanna fucking have anything to do with you. & dont fucking touch my face. I stood up with your shit and now, Im fucking done. Just fuck off you fucking ass hole. & take your shit with you and dont even open your mother fucking mouth cuz your voice.. OH YOUR VOICE. ITS FUCKING ANNOYING. Fuck you. I wish you never existed. Im sick of your bs. I wish I never met you. You re the one and only reason why i dont wanna fucking stay in this school asshole. So fuck off. I cared.. & you, you said shit about me & said shit about everyone behind their backs when we were friends. Like honestly.. really, dont even come anywhere near me .. because i will bitch at you till you fall and start crying.
you cant take her place. Although shes not here, you ll never be able to. Stop the bullshit.. I will move out. & we both know that.. I dont want to be here.
We don’t deserve eachother. We don’t deserve to hurt, to cry every night wondering what happened.. Please, be happy. It doesn’t matter where you are or who you re with.. just smile; thats all I’ve ever wanted to see. & obviously, I dont have the ability to light your day up. Just know that.. I care, and I ll be here, just in a different position.